The Thought...

It's the thought that counts right, or so we would have our children believe every time the create some that is "less-than" spectacular. But I don't think that saying applies to every situation. Take this blog for example, I had the best of intentions when I started this and I thought I would stick with it. But I know myself too well, maybe I should have never started. The same is true of my family binder, Miss A's school binder, menu planning, etc. Why do I even bother?!?

I like to think I'm a crafty person, but in reality I'm really just a person with a room full of craft supplies and no ambition or inspiration. I can sit in that room for hours and accomplish very little and what I do "create" never actually sees life outside of that room. I am always so concerned that no one will be interested in what I've done, that I spend a few more hours second guessing the item until I stick it in a box, drawer, bag, etc.

What I'm good at is reading, when I'm on a kick I can easily read 1 book each day, but even that dwindles after a while only to strike again at a random later date.

Who am I kidding??? I know that I am just trying to find my passion. But at almost 33 years old I wonder if I will ever find it. The fear is there that I did find it before and for whatever reason was unable to pursue it and now I have forgotten what it was.

Oh well!! I guess I will continue to try random things in hopes that something will strike a chord with me.